THE LAST GOODBYE

By Bee Parkinson-Cameron

 

Dear Father,

 

I always questioned why you didn’t support me,

In any of my endeavours?

You were always selective

And I never met the grade.


I used to try so hard
To be a daughter
That you could be proud of,
That you could be proud to call your own.
 

But the strain of the lie was too much

I denied myself for you

And I couldn’t keep doing it,

I couldn’t maintain the pretence.


I gave up. I tried to change myself
I tried to unashamedly be the real me.
You recoiled in disgust,
When I held out my hand to you.

 

You couldn’t love me when I tried

To be who I thought you wanted

Me to be.

I was never that person.


I tried to be myself for you
That was never enough either
So why bother anymore?
Why bother with any of it?

 

You will never support or love me

I accept that I failed to be your Princess

I accept that I failed from my first breath.


This is the last goodbye
To you
To the world
To me.

 

Yours, Brooke

CLICK HERE to read an interview with Bee and CLICK HERE for more information about Bee and to contact her.

 

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